{"id":29075,"date":"2024-07-24T23:56:06","date_gmt":"2024-07-25T05:56:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/je-vois-vraiment-la-force-et-la-beaute-qui-en-moi\/"},"modified":"2024-07-24T23:56:07","modified_gmt":"2024-07-25T05:56:07","slug":"je-vois-vraiment-la-force-et-la-beaute-qui-en-moi","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/stories\/je-vois-vraiment-la-force-et-la-beaute-qui-en-moi\/","title":{"rendered":"Je vois vraiment la force et la beaut\u00e9 qui en moi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>J&rsquo;ai v\u00e9cu toute ma vie dans un environnement s\u00fbr et j&rsquo;ai eu une vie familiale et une \u00e9ducation relativement prot\u00e9g\u00e9es. J&rsquo;ai \u00e9t\u00e9 tr\u00e8s choqu\u00e9e, effray\u00e9e et d\u00e9vast\u00e9e lorsque, jeune adolescente, je me suis retrouv\u00e9e dans une situation o\u00f9 j&rsquo;ai \u00e9t\u00e9 victime d&rsquo;un viol par un homme plus \u00e2g\u00e9 que je ne connaissais pas. J&rsquo;ai \u00e9prouv\u00e9 des sentiments de culpabilit\u00e9 et de <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/guerir\/la-honte\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=shame&amp;utm_campaign=english\">honte<\/a> \u00e0 l&rsquo;\u00e9gard de cet incident et, pour cette raison, je l&rsquo;ai gard\u00e9 secret. J&rsquo;ai essay\u00e9 de tourner la page et d&rsquo;aller de l&rsquo;avant. Je me suis mise \u00e0 croire que j&rsquo;\u00e9tais ternie. J&rsquo;ai pens\u00e9 que je n&rsquo;\u00e9tais pas \u00e0 la hauteur. J&rsquo;ai pens\u00e9 que j&rsquo;\u00e9tais une marchandise endommag\u00e9e. Je pensais que je n&rsquo;\u00e9tais plus pure. Je me suis sentie faible et impuissante. J&rsquo;ai pens\u00e9 qu\u2019on ne pourrait pas m\u2019aimer. J&rsquo;ai d\u00e9cid\u00e9 que j&rsquo;\u00e9tais une victime. Je suis tomb\u00e9e malade. J&rsquo;ai v\u00e9cu l&rsquo;\u00e9chec d&rsquo;une relation apr\u00e8s l&rsquo;autre. On ne pouvait sans doute pas m\u2019aimer. Je me sentais comme une rat\u00e9e. Il m&rsquo;a fallu des ann\u00e9es pour comprendre que le fait de rester dans l&rsquo;ombre et dans le secret ne fait que perp\u00e9tuer le probl\u00e8me.                <\/p>\n\n<p>J&rsquo;ai gard\u00e9 le secret. Je pensais avoir bien g\u00e9r\u00e9 la situation en la rangeant sur une \u00e9tag\u00e8re et en essayant de passer \u00e0 autre chose. Je n&rsquo;ai pas r\u00e9alis\u00e9 les dommages que cela m&rsquo;a caus\u00e9s pendant de nombreuses ann\u00e9es. Je n&rsquo;avais aucune id\u00e9e du chagrin d&rsquo;amour que j&rsquo;allais continuer \u00e0 ressentir pendant des ann\u00e9es \u00e0 cause de cet incident, y compris un divorce et des fian\u00e7ailles annul\u00e9es. Je n&rsquo;avais aucune id\u00e9e des probl\u00e8mes de sant\u00e9 qui allaient se d\u00e9velopper \u00e0 cause de tout cela, y compris une poign\u00e9e de maladies chroniques et de maladies auto-immunes. Je ne comprenais pas comment les traumatismes, les traumatismes non r\u00e9solus, affectent r\u00e9ellement nos corps physiques !      <\/p>\n\n<p>Au cours des derni\u00e8res ann\u00e9es, j&rsquo;ai appris \u00e0 me conna\u00eetre : Je suis courageuse. Je suis forte, plus forte que je n&rsquo;aurais jamais pu l&rsquo;imaginer lorsque j&rsquo;\u00e9tais une petite fille timide. Je suis digne d&rsquo;amour. Je suis pure. Je suis belle. Je suis aimable. Je suis le h\u00e9ros de ma vie, je suis victorieuse ! Je suis en bonne sant\u00e9 et enti\u00e8re. Je suis une leader. J&rsquo;ai de l&rsquo;importance ! Je suis une lumi\u00e8re, un phare et une force pour les autres. Je suis aim\u00e9e et soutenue. On me voit. Ma valeur est infinie et divine !              <\/p>\n\n<p>Je suis \u00e9galement reconnaissante \u00e0 Saprea, \u00e0 ce qu&rsquo;ils repr\u00e9sentent et \u00e0 ce qu&rsquo;ils font pour les femmes qui ont \u00e9t\u00e9 victimes dans leur enfance\/jeunesse. Je vois dans la femme de ces photos une beaut\u00e9 et une force que je n&rsquo;avais jamais vraiment vues auparavant. L&rsquo;ancienne moi aurait trouv\u00e9 telle ou telle chose \u00e0 d\u00e9cortiquer et \u00e0 critiquer dans mes photos. Je suis capable d&rsquo;appr\u00e9cier les photos pour ce qu&rsquo;elles sont. Merci de m&rsquo;avoir aid\u00e9e \u00e0 voir la force et la beaut\u00e9 qui sont les miennes !     <\/p>\n\n<p>-Jennifer, survivante <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jennifer est une survivante d&rsquo;abus sexuels subis dans l&rsquo;enfance qui a particip\u00e9 \u00e0 la retraite Saprea. 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