{"id":28994,"date":"2024-07-24T11:00:34","date_gmt":"2024-07-24T17:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/je-sais-desormais-que-je-suis-belle-a-tous-egards\/"},"modified":"2024-07-24T11:00:34","modified_gmt":"2024-07-24T17:00:34","slug":"je-sais-desormais-que-je-suis-belle-a-tous-egards","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/stories\/je-sais-desormais-que-je-suis-belle-a-tous-egards\/","title":{"rendered":"Je sais d\u00e9sormais que je suis belle \u00e0 tous \u00e9gards"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Belle est un terme que je n&rsquo;aurais jamais pens\u00e9 utiliser pour me d\u00e9crire. C&rsquo;est quelque chose que je me disais ne pas \u00eatre, c&rsquo;est quelque chose que je ne pensais pas que quelqu&rsquo;un d&rsquo;autre penserait un jour \u00e0 moi. Des ann\u00e9es de maltraitance \u00e0 l&rsquo;\u00e2ge de 9 ans seulement m&rsquo;ont laiss\u00e9e bris\u00e9e, ab\u00eem\u00e9e, confuse et sans valeur jusqu&rsquo;\u00e0 l&rsquo;adolescence. J&rsquo;ai pris de mauvaises habitudes, j&rsquo;ai essay\u00e9 d&rsquo;engourdir des sentiments que je ne comprenais pas et j&rsquo;ai eu des relations malsaines qui ne m&rsquo;ont jamais donn\u00e9 le sentiment d\u2019\u00eatre assez bien. Pendant des ann\u00e9es, j&rsquo;ai fait semblant de sourire et j&rsquo;ai continu\u00e9 \u00e0 vivre.     <\/p>\n\n<p>J&rsquo;ai obtenu mon dipl\u00f4me universitaire, j&rsquo;ai \u00e9t\u00e9 class\u00e9e au niveau national en football universitaire, mais rien de tout cela n&rsquo;a combl\u00e9 le vide en moi. Rien de tout cela n&rsquo;a gu\u00e9ri la <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/guerir\/la-solitude\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=loneliness&amp;utm_campaign=english\">solitude<\/a> que je ressentais dans une salle bond\u00e9e. La faute que je m&rsquo;\u00e9tais attribu\u00e9e avait gagn\u00e9, mes abus avaient finalement conquis mon \u00e2me, et il ne restait plus rien \u00e0 l&rsquo;int\u00e9rieur de la coquille que j&rsquo;\u00e9tais devenue&#8230; c&rsquo;est ce que je pensais.   <\/p>\n\n<p>La <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/saprea-retreat?utm_source=survivor_stories&amp;utm_medium=website&amp;utm_campaign=internal_link\">retraite Saprea<\/a> a \u00e9t\u00e9 une b\u00e9n\u00e9diction inattendue dans ma vie. Pour la premi\u00e8re fois en 32 ans, j&rsquo;\u00e9tais entour\u00e9e de personnes qui me comprenaient. J&rsquo;\u00e9tais sous la responsabilit\u00e9 de femmes extraordinaires qui m&rsquo;ont soutenue, nourrie et aid\u00e9e \u00e0 aimer le voyage que je commen\u00e7ais. Le matin du deuxi\u00e8me jour, je me suis assise dehors, \u00e9merveill\u00e9e par le paysage pittoresque, et quelque chose en moi a d\u00e9clench\u00e9 une \u00e9motion que je n&rsquo;avais jamais ressentie. Assise l\u00e0, seule, dans mon propre silence, je me suis sentie calme, en paix, et \u00e0 ce moment-l\u00e0, dans les premi\u00e8res 24 heures, j&rsquo;ai su que j&rsquo;allais m&rsquo;en sortir.    <\/p>\n\n<p>En seulement quatre jours, j&rsquo;ai enfin pu dire les mots \u00ab\u00a0ce n&rsquo;est pas ma faute\u00a0\u00bb et les penser vraiment. C&rsquo;est quelque chose que j&rsquo;entendais tout le temps, mais ce n&rsquo;\u00e9taient que des mots. Mais ce jour-l\u00e0 et tous les jours suivants, j&rsquo;ai ressenti quelque chose. Je ne peux pas exprimer ma gratitude pour la retraite Saprea. C&rsquo;est une lumi\u00e8re qui m&rsquo;a guid\u00e9e dans mes t\u00e9n\u00e8bres et c&rsquo;est l&rsquo;une des raisons pour lesquelles je peux me regarder dans le miroir et croire vraiment que la personne qui me regarde est belle \u00e0 tous points de vue !     <\/p>\n\n<p>Vous n&rsquo;avez pas \u00e0 souffrir seul dans votre silence. Tendez la main&#8230; parlez&#8230; tentez votre chance et je vous promets que vous naviguerez sur votre bateau en un rien de temps !  <\/p>\n\n<p>-Sarah, survivante <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sarah est une survivante d&rsquo;abus sexuels subis dans l&rsquo;enfance qui a particip\u00e9 \u00e0 la retraite de Saprea. 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