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J&rsquo;\u00e9tais timide et distante et j&rsquo;avais l&rsquo;impression d&rsquo;\u00eatre tr\u00e8s diff\u00e9rente des autres enfants.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Les abus se sont poursuivis jusqu&rsquo;\u00e0 ce que ma famille d\u00e9m\u00e9nage \u00e0 l&rsquo;\u00e2ge de 12 ans. J&rsquo;en ai parl\u00e9 \u00e0 une femme de confiance de mon \u00e9glise ; c&rsquo;est la premi\u00e8re personne \u00e0 qui j&rsquo;en ai parl\u00e9.  <\/p>\n\n<p>Ces souvenirs envahissaient constamment mes pens\u00e9es. J&rsquo;\u00e9tais tellement en col\u00e8re contre lui et contre mes parents pour m&rsquo;avoir laiss\u00e9e chez lui seule et toute la nuit si souvent. Je ne me souciais plus de rien. J&rsquo;ai abandonn\u00e9 le lyc\u00e9e en derni\u00e8re ann\u00e9e. J&rsquo;ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 consommer de la <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/guerir\/addictions\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=addictions&amp;utm_campaign=english\">marijuana et de la coca\u00efne<\/a>. J&rsquo;ai rencontr\u00e9 quelqu&rsquo;un qui vivait \u00e0 l&rsquo;autre bout du pays et j&rsquo;ai pris un bus pour m&rsquo;enfuir. Je suis finalement rentr\u00e9 chez moi, mais j&rsquo;ai continu\u00e9 \u00e0 consommer de la drogue. Elles me permettaient d&rsquo;\u00e9chapper \u00e0 la violence et \u00e0 la vie en g\u00e9n\u00e9ral. J&rsquo;ai r\u00e9ussi \u00e0 trouver la sobri\u00e9t\u00e9 et je f\u00eaterai cette ann\u00e9e mes quatre ans de sobri\u00e9t\u00e9 !         <\/p>\n\n<p>En juin 2017, mon fianc\u00e9 m&rsquo;a tagu\u00e9 sur un message Facebook. Quelqu&rsquo;un partageait son histoire et parlait d&rsquo;un endroit extraordinaire appel\u00e9 la <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/saprea-retreat?utm_source=survivor_stories&amp;utm_medium=website&amp;utm_campaign=internal_link\">retraite Saprea<\/a>. J\u2019ai consid\u00e9r\u00e9 y aller, je ne pouvais pas croire que c&rsquo;\u00e9tait gratuit, que c&rsquo;\u00e9tait seulement \u00e0 30 minutes de route et qu&rsquo;il y avait quelque chose comme \u00e7a l\u00e0-bas. Cela semblait trop beau pour \u00eatre vrai. Je savais qu&rsquo;il fallait que je m&rsquo;inscrive et que j&rsquo;y aille. J&rsquo;ai pass\u00e9 tant d&rsquo;ann\u00e9es \u00e0 essayer de pardonner mon agresseur pour ce qu&rsquo;il m&rsquo;avait fait. J&rsquo;ai pass\u00e9 tant d&rsquo;ann\u00e9es \u00e0 \u00eatre une victime.      <\/p>\n\n<p>J&rsquo;ai v\u00e9cu une exp\u00e9rience tr\u00e8s sp\u00e9ciale lors de la retraite. J&rsquo;ai pu rencontrer des femmes extraordinaires qui avaient des histoires similaires aux miennes. J&rsquo;ai pu assister \u00e0 des cours, \u00e0 une mini-remise en beaut\u00e9 et \u00e0 une th\u00e9rapie de groupe. Le dernier soir de la retraite, j&rsquo;ai \u00e9crit une lettre \u00e0 mon agresseur. Lorsque j&rsquo;ai eu termin\u00e9, je suis sortie, dans l&rsquo;obscurit\u00e9, sous les \u00e9toiles et dans la beaut\u00e9 de la nature. J&rsquo;ai lu sa lettre \u00e0 haute voix, en esp\u00e9rant que Dieu la laisserait r\u00e9sonner dans ses oreilles pour l&rsquo;\u00e9ternit\u00e9. J&rsquo;ai ferm\u00e9 les yeux avant d&rsquo;avoir fini de lire et je me suis imagin\u00e9e petite fille, bless\u00e9e, seule et pleurant sur le sol. Puis une lumi\u00e8re s&rsquo;est allum\u00e9e, et la petite fille a lev\u00e9 les yeux et a vu la femme que je suis aujourd&rsquo;hui. J&rsquo;ai pris la main de la petite fille, je l&rsquo;ai aid\u00e9e \u00e0 se relever et je l&rsquo;ai sortie de l&rsquo;obscurit\u00e9. \u00c0 la fin de la lettre, j&rsquo;ai dit : \u00ab\u00a0Je brise enfin les cha\u00eenes que tu m&rsquo;as impos\u00e9es. Tu ne peux plus me contr\u00f4ler. Et maintenant, je suis libre.\u00a0\u00bb J&rsquo;ai d\u00e9chir\u00e9 la lettre et je l&rsquo;ai jet\u00e9e au feu.           <\/p>\n\n<p>-Rachel, survivante <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rachel est une survivante d&rsquo;abus sexuels subis dans l&rsquo;enfance qui a particip\u00e9 \u00e0 la retraite Saprea. 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