{"id":28688,"date":"2024-07-23T11:59:52","date_gmt":"2024-07-23T17:59:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/je-me-sentais-tellement-blessee-et-repugnante\/"},"modified":"2024-07-23T11:59:52","modified_gmt":"2024-07-23T17:59:52","slug":"je-me-sentais-tellement-blessee-et-repugnante","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/stories\/je-me-sentais-tellement-blessee-et-repugnante\/","title":{"rendered":"Je me sentais tellement bless\u00e9e et r\u00e9pugnante"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Voici mon histoire&#8230; <\/p>\n\n<p>J&rsquo;ai \u00e9t\u00e9 \u00e9lev\u00e9e avec 7 fr\u00e8res et s\u0153urs. Mon p\u00e8re et ma m\u00e8re ont divorc\u00e9 lorsque j&rsquo;avais probablement 2 ans. Mon p\u00e8re n&rsquo;\u00e9tait presque jamais dans ma vie et ma m\u00e8re \u00e9tait toujours l\u00e0 pour moi. Ma m\u00e8re s&rsquo;est remari\u00e9e et a eu un autre enfant. Elle a fini par trouver son amoureux du lyc\u00e9e qu&rsquo;elle avait cherch\u00e9 pendant de nombreuses ann\u00e9es. Avec lui, nous formions une famille heureuse et il \u00e9tait tellement formidable qu&rsquo;il nous traitait comme si nous \u00e9tions les siens.      <\/p>\n\n<p>Un jour, l&rsquo;\u00e9t\u00e9 de mes 12 ans, mon beau-p\u00e8re, que j&rsquo;appelle papa, a eu un accident. Alors qu&rsquo;il \u00e9tait en convalescence et que j&rsquo;allais le voir, notre ami de la famille, que j&rsquo;appelle mon oncle, \u00e9tait l\u00e0. Mon oncle m&rsquo;avait emmen\u00e9 faire un tour en voiture, mais la situation est devenue effrayante lorsque le trajet a abouti au milieu de nulle part. Un endroit o\u00f9 personne ne pouvait nous voir ou nous entendre.    <\/p>\n\n<p>Cet homme m&rsquo;a viol\u00e9e. Je ne savais pas quoi faire et j&rsquo;avais peur d&rsquo;en parler \u00e0 qui que ce soit. Il m&rsquo;a ramen\u00e9e chez mes parents \u00e0 l&rsquo;h\u00f4pital et m&rsquo;a fait porter son manteau, ce qui m&rsquo;a fait me sentir encore plus mal. J&rsquo;avais son odeur sur moi, ce qui me donnait envie de pleurer parce que je ne comprenais m\u00eame pas ce qui s&rsquo;\u00e9tait pass\u00e9 \u00e0 l&rsquo;\u00e9poque.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Je n&rsquo;en ai parl\u00e9 \u00e0 personne. Je me sentais tellement bless\u00e9e et d\u00e9go\u00fbt\u00e9e que je restais dans ma chambre la plupart du temps. J&rsquo;en ai parl\u00e9 \u00e0 ma m\u00e8re environ deux ans apr\u00e8s les faits et je savais qu&rsquo;il n&rsquo;y avait rien \u00e0 faire \u00e0 ce moment-l\u00e0, \u00e0 part s&rsquo;\u00e9loigner de lui et ne plus jamais lui parler.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Je me suis regard\u00e9e dans le miroir et je me suis fait des compliments tous les jours pour me sentir mieux dans ma peau. Je me suis dit que j&rsquo;\u00e9tais forte et que je m&rsquo;en sortirais ! Et c&rsquo;est ce que j&rsquo;ai fait ! Je me suis reconstruite. Cela a pris du temps, mais je suis rest\u00e9e forte. Puis j&rsquo;ai grandi et j&rsquo;ai enfin rencontr\u00e9 l&rsquo;homme de mes r\u00eaves qui a toujours \u00e9t\u00e9 l\u00e0 pour moi et qui m&rsquo;a prouv\u00e9 que tous les hommes ne sont pas les m\u00eames ! Mon fianc\u00e9 et moi avons deux beaux enfants et je ne pourrais pas \u00eatre plus heureuse car je ne me suis pas laiss\u00e9e abattre ! Je n&rsquo;ai pas laiss\u00e9mon abus m&#8217;emp\u00eacher d&rsquo;\u00eatre heureuse et j&rsquo;ai trouv\u00e9 un endroit o\u00f9 je suis en s\u00e9curit\u00e9 et o\u00f9 j&rsquo;ai ma place.        <\/p>\n\n<p>N&rsquo;abandonnez pas, n&rsquo;abandonnez jamais. La vie est courte et n&rsquo;ayez pas peur de vous exprimer. Vous serez entendu\u2022e ! Vous pouvez aider les autres en partageant votre histoire.    <\/p>\n\n<p>-Chas, Survivante <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Chas est une survivante d&rsquo;abus sexuels subis dans l&rsquo;enfance. 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