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Je ne sais pas vraiment quel \u00e2ge j’avais lorsqu’il a commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 abuser de moi, mais ma m\u00e8re a remarqu\u00e9 un changement dans ma personnalit\u00e9 vers l’\u00e2ge de 3 ou 4 ans. J’ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 me replier sur moi-m\u00eame et \u00e0 montrer des signes d’anxi\u00e9t\u00e9<\/a>. Je continuais cependant \u00e0 supplier pour rester \u00e0 la ferme, car malgr\u00e9 ce qui se passait \u00e0 l’ext\u00e9rieur, j’avais besoin de la paix que m’apportait int\u00e9rieurement le fait d’\u00eatre \u00e0 la ferme. J’avais besoin de la campagne, de l’air frais, des animaux, de la nature. <\/p>\n\n

J’ai fait de mon mieux pour occulter la plupart des abus que j’ai subis, mais de plus en plus de souvenirs envahissent mon esprit au fur et \u00e0 mesure que je poursuis mon parcours de gu\u00e9rison. Les choses dont je me souviens m’ont apport\u00e9 des sentiments de culpabilit\u00e9, de honte<\/a>, de trahison, de col\u00e8re, de d\u00e9ception, de d\u00e9sespoir… C’est un lourd fardeau \u00e0 porter. <\/p>\n\n

Lorsque j’ai finalement cess\u00e9 d’aller \u00e0 la ferme, vers l’\u00e2ge de 12 ans, la honte, la col\u00e8re et la culpabilit\u00e9 m’ont rong\u00e9 jusqu’\u00e0 ce que je finisse par le d\u00e9noncer. Ma famille se d\u00e9sagr\u00e9geait (mes parents divor\u00e7aient), j’\u00e9tais toujours tr\u00e8s \u00e9motive et mes relations avec ma famille s’effondraient \u00e0 cause de mes crises \u00e9motionnelles, c’\u00e9tait une p\u00e9riode horrible pour moi. <\/p>\n\n

Au cours des deux derni\u00e8res ann\u00e9es, j’ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 faire le point sur ma vie et j’ai trouv\u00e9 un grand espoir dans la gu\u00e9rison et le r\u00e9tablissement. J’ai trouv\u00e9 ma passion et mon but en me soignant moi-m\u00eame et en aidant autant de personnes que possible. <\/p>\n\n

-Hillary, survivante <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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