{"id":28429,"date":"2024-07-22T13:36:46","date_gmt":"2024-07-22T19:36:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/je-suis-en-train-de-devenir\/"},"modified":"2024-07-22T13:36:46","modified_gmt":"2024-07-22T19:36:46","slug":"je-suis-en-train-de-devenir","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/stories\/je-suis-en-train-de-devenir\/","title":{"rendered":"Je suis en train de devenir"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Pendant des ann\u00e9es, j&rsquo;ai lutt\u00e9 contre des probl\u00e8mes li\u00e9s aux abus sexuels que j&rsquo;ai subis dans mon enfance. J&rsquo;ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 boire tr\u00e8s t\u00f4t, puis \u00e0 me <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/guerir\/addictions\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=addictions&amp;utm_campaign=english\">droguer<\/a>, \u00e0 souffrir de troubles alimentaires, et la liste est encore longue. Je n&rsquo;ai jamais parl\u00e9 de mon secret. J&rsquo;essayais de fuir la <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/guerir\/la-honte\/\">honte<\/a> et de pr\u00e9tendre que c&rsquo;\u00e9tait autre chose qui me faisait souffrir. Ma vie s&rsquo;\u00e9croulait. J&rsquo;allais mieux, puis quelque chose me <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/fr\/guerir\/declencheurs\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=triggers&amp;utm_campaign=english\">d\u00e9clenchait<\/a> \u00e0 l&rsquo;int\u00e9rieur et je passais \u00e0 la chose suivante ou j&rsquo;avais un autre \u00e9pisode de rage. Je ne parlais jamais de mes exp\u00e9riences. En retour, je ne me connaissais pas vraiment. Je ne m&rsquo;aimais pas assez pour prendre le temps d&rsquo;apprendre \u00e0 conna\u00eetre Linda.         <\/p>\n\n<p>Il y a quelques ann\u00e9es, j&rsquo;ai d\u00e9cid\u00e9 que quelque chose devait changer. J&rsquo;ai chang\u00e9 de carri\u00e8re et j&rsquo;ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 donner de moi-m\u00eame aux autres. J&rsquo;ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 m&rsquo;\u00e9panouir en donnant. J&rsquo;ai appris \u00e0 aimer plus pleinement. J&rsquo;ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 m&rsquo;aimer moi-m\u00eame. C&rsquo;est \u00e0 ce moment-l\u00e0 que j&rsquo;ai d\u00e9couvert la <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/saprea-retreat?utm_source=survivor_stories&amp;utm_medium=website&amp;utm_campaign=internal_link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">retraite<\/a> <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/saprea-retreat?utm_source=survivor_stories&amp;utm_medium=website&amp;utm_campaign=internal_link\">Saprea<\/a>. Avant cela, je n&rsquo;aurais jamais imagin\u00e9 \u00eatre digne d&rsquo;une telle chose. J&rsquo;ai tent\u00e9 ma chance et j&rsquo;ai rempli le formulaire d&rsquo;inscription. Lorsque j&rsquo;y suis all\u00e9e, j&rsquo;avais encore des doutes. Au fond de moi, je pensais toujours que tout le monde m\u00e9ritait d&rsquo;\u00eatre l\u00e0, sauf moi. N&rsquo;\u00e9tant toujours pas honn\u00eate, j&rsquo;avais l&rsquo;impression d&rsquo;\u00eatre celle qui devait donner aux autres, rester occup\u00e9e et ne pas prendre soin d&rsquo;elle-m\u00eame.           <\/p>\n\n<p>Lors de la retraite, je me suis surprise \u00e0 pleurer sur la fa\u00e7on dont on s&rsquo;occupait de moi, Linda. Avoir le temps de prendre soin de moi \u00e9tait un cadeau que je ne me permettais pas sans culpabilit\u00e9. Je m&rsquo;aimais enfin suffisamment pour prendre ce temps. J&rsquo;ai profit\u00e9 de tout ce qui m&rsquo;\u00e9tait offert. J&rsquo;ai acquis tellement de comp\u00e9tences qui ont chang\u00e9 ma vie au cours de ces quatre jours que je les enseigne aujourd&rsquo;hui aux femmes que j&rsquo;encadre personnellement. J&rsquo;ai cr\u00e9\u00e9 des liens avec des femmes qui \u00e9taient compl\u00e8tement diff\u00e9rentes de moi \u00e0 bien des \u00e9gards, mais nous avons partag\u00e9 cette exp\u00e9rience commune et j&rsquo;aime vraiment ces femmes.     <\/p>\n\n<p>J&rsquo;ai choisi les mots \u00ab\u00a0Je deviens\u00a0\u00bb parce que je suis un travail en cours. Je m&rsquo;efforce toujours d&rsquo;aller de l&rsquo;avant pour gu\u00e9rir, pour aider les autres \u00e0 gu\u00e9rir, pour m&rsquo;aimer moi-m\u00eame afin de pouvoir aimer davantage les autres. Je suis \u00e0 jamais reconnaissante \u00e0 Saprea pour l&rsquo;opportunit\u00e9 qu&rsquo;elle m&rsquo;a donn\u00e9e, ainsi qu&rsquo;\u00e0 d&rsquo;autres femmes. Aujourd&rsquo;hui, je raconte mon histoire. Je sais que mes cicatrices sont belles. Je suis Kintsugi.      <\/p>\n\n<p>-Linda, survivante <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Linda est une survivante d&rsquo;abus sexuels subis dans l&rsquo;enfance qui a particip\u00e9 \u00e0 la retraite Saprea. 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