{"id":29065,"date":"2024-07-24T23:47:27","date_gmt":"2024-07-25T05:47:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/todo-el-mundo-menos-yo-merecia-ser-feliz\/"},"modified":"2024-07-24T23:47:27","modified_gmt":"2024-07-25T05:47:27","slug":"todo-el-mundo-menos-yo-merecia-ser-feliz","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/es\/historias\/todo-el-mundo-menos-yo-merecia-ser-feliz\/","title":{"rendered":"Todo el mundo menos yo merec\u00eda ser feliz"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Yo me sent\u00eda muy <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/es\/sana\/soledad\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=loneliness&amp;utm_campaign=english\">sola<\/a>. Quiz\u00e1 conoc\u00eda a otras personas que hab\u00edan sufrido abusos, pero me dec\u00eda a m\u00ed misma que no era lo mismo. Eran mejores que yo, pod\u00edan hablar de ello mejor que yo, pod\u00edan seguir adelante mejor que yo. Creo que en alg\u00fan momento simplemente acept\u00e9 el hecho de que nunca estar\u00eda bien para m\u00ed, pero pod\u00eda guardarlo en el armario trasero de mi mente y encerrarlo, para que no interfiriera con las necesidades de los dem\u00e1s, porque todos menos yo merec\u00edan ser felices, \u00bfno?    <\/p>\n\n<p>Me llen\u00e9 de <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/es\/sana\/verguenza\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=shame&amp;utm_campaign=english\">verg\u00fcenza<\/a> porque asum\u00ed lo que hab\u00eda pasado y no me enfrent\u00e9 a ello. Siento que el hecho de ignorarlo me llev\u00f3 a otras relaciones de abuso. Me encontraba en situaciones que me <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/es\/sana\/detonantes\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=triggers&amp;utm_campaign=english\">detonaban<\/a> y eleg\u00ed estar cerca de personas que abusaban de m\u00ed. Lo llevaba encima, me sent\u00eda como si llevara una especie de letra escarlata, pero en lugar de eso dec\u00eda: \u00abSOY V\u00cdCTIMA\u00bb.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Me sent\u00eda muy insegura respecto al <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/saprea-retreat?utm_source=survivor_stories&amp;utm_medium=website&amp;utm_campaign=internal_link\">Retiro Saprea<\/a>. \u00bfRealmente me iba a ayudar? Quiz\u00e1 s\u00f3lo era para las \u00abv\u00edctimas\u00bb mejores. Cuando me preparaba para ir, empec\u00e9 a sentir que el mundo trabajaba en mi contra, que los tiempos no ten\u00edan sentido, que me sent\u00eda m\u00e1s ansiosa, y no dejaba de decirme a m\u00ed misma que lo estaba haciendo tan bien que ni siquiera necesitaba ir a este retiro. Quiz\u00e1 otra persona podr\u00eda utilizar mi lugar, alguien que se beneficiar\u00eda m\u00e1s que yo.     <\/p>\n\n<p>Estoy muy agradecida por la oportunidad que tuve de ir. La gente de all\u00ed me hizo sentir tan importante y tan querida, algo que no me hab\u00eda permitido sentir.  <\/p>\n\n<p>El retiro me ense\u00f1\u00f3 c\u00f3mo responde mi cerebro al trauma, c\u00f3mo ayudar a replantear mi cerebro para que pueda trabajar en mi jornada de sanaci\u00f3n. Tambi\u00e9n me ayud\u00f3 a aprender muchas m\u00e1s cosas, cosas que ni siquiera se me habr\u00eda ocurrido probar porque no las habr\u00eda relacionado con el hecho de ser una sobreviviente de un trauma sexual en la infancia.  <\/p>\n\n<p>Lo m\u00e1s dif\u00edcil para m\u00ed fue admitir que lo que me hab\u00eda ocurrido me estaba afectando y reconocer que me afectaba de muchas m\u00e1s maneras de las que quer\u00eda aceptar. Pero \u00bfsabes qu\u00e9? No estaba sola.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Ten\u00eda a otras fuertes sobrevivientes a mi alrededor. Me sent\u00ed comprendida y apreciada. Me sent\u00ed fuerte y poderosa. Creo que lo m\u00e1s importante que aprend\u00ed despu\u00e9s de ir al retiro fue que tengo poder y control en mi vida. Volv\u00ed a casa sinti\u00e9ndome esperanzada, empoderada y fuerte.    <\/p>\n\n<p>Qu\u00e9 cambio he visto ya en mi vida en las pocas semanas que han pasado desde que asist\u00ed al retiro. Creo que ni siquiera podr\u00eda expresar con palabras la gratitud que siento por haber vivido esta maravillosa experiencia y por todas las maravillosas herramientas que esta experiencia me ha ayudado a descubrir.  <\/p>\n\n<p>No soy una v\u00edctima, soy una sobreviviente. 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