{"id":28365,"date":"2024-07-22T13:07:02","date_gmt":"2024-07-22T19:07:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/durante-anos-fui-un-cascaron-vacio\/"},"modified":"2024-07-22T13:07:02","modified_gmt":"2024-07-22T19:07:02","slug":"durante-anos-fui-un-cascaron-vacio","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/es\/historias\/durante-anos-fui-un-cascaron-vacio\/","title":{"rendered":"Durante a\u00f1os, fui un cascar\u00f3n vac\u00edo"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ten\u00eda pocos o ning\u00fan recuerdo de mi infancia. Nunca pens\u00e9 en la falta de recuerdos. Ni en los trozos que sent\u00eda como fragmentos de cristal rotos. Me parec\u00eda normal sentirme sola, triste con mi sonrisa pintada. S\u00e9 que hubo momentos felices, pero mi cuerpo se aferraba al dolor. Ten\u00eda el est\u00f3mago revuelto, me sent\u00eda fea y poco querida. Los padres borrachos y sin vigilancia que no sab\u00edan nada de las m\u00faltiples manos que hab\u00eda sobre su hija. Fue duro. A\u00fan pienso en las veces y las personas que tuve que ver con regularidad.         <\/p>\n\n<p>Durante a\u00f1os fui una c\u00e1scara vac\u00eda. Una noche, mientras viv\u00eda con una familia de acogida y hac\u00eda voluntariado en Armenia, el pa\u00eds de mis antepasados, tuve un sue\u00f1o sobre mi experiencia. Me lo quit\u00e9 de encima como si nada. El dolor parec\u00eda real. Casi un a\u00f1o despu\u00e9s, esos sue\u00f1os siguieron apareciendo y los recuerdos reaparecieron. De repente, me sent\u00ed excesivamente triste y feliz porque ten\u00eda recuerdos. La intensidad de los sentimientos era aterradora. Siempre hab\u00eda tenido <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/es\/sana\/ansiedad\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=anxiety&amp;utm_campaign=english\">ansiedad<\/a>, pero nunca me hab\u00eda sentido deprimida. Tuve momentos de tristeza y rabia paralizantes. Quer\u00eda enfrentarme a todas las personas de mi pasado que me hab\u00edan hecho da\u00f1o. A\u00fan quiero hacerlo. Espero poder hacerlo alg\u00fan d\u00eda. A\u00fan me afloran recuerdos.            <\/p>\n\n<p>La cantidad de veces que abusaron sexualmente de m\u00ed todav\u00eda me hace llorar. Casi me dejo llevar por el dolor. Nunca olvidar\u00e9, despu\u00e9s de intentar quitarme la vida, lo mucho que me di cuenta de que quer\u00eda vivir. A trav\u00e9s de todo ese dolor y sufrimiento record\u00e9 que soy fuerte. Siempre he sido una persona que intenta infundir fuerza en los dem\u00e1s para ayudarles a ver lo incre\u00edbles que son. No me di cuenta de que necesitaba encontrar mi propia fuerza. Necesitaba aprender a quererme. Ahora lo hago. Ahora puedo utilizar todas mis experiencias negativas para ayudar a los dem\u00e1s como terapeuta de salud mental. Sigo trabajando para perdonar a los que me hicieron da\u00f1o y a algunos puede que nunca lo haga. 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