{"id":29465,"date":"2024-08-12T09:03:20","date_gmt":"2024-08-12T15:03:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/kleines-dreckiges-geheimnis\/"},"modified":"2024-09-26T14:34:39","modified_gmt":"2024-09-26T20:34:39","slug":"kleines-dreckiges-geheimnis","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/stories\/kleines-dreckiges-geheimnis\/","title":{"rendered":"Kleines dreckiges Geheimnis"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Es ist jetzt ein ganzes Jahr her, dass ich an dem erstaunlichsten Ort war, der je mein Leben ver\u00e4ndert hat: dem <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/saprea-retreat\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=saprea_retreat&amp;utm_campaign=german\">Saprea Retreat<\/a>. Ich hatte Angst, in das Flugzeug zu steigen. Noch mehr Angst hatte ich davor, \u00fcber mein kleines, schmutziges Geheimnis zu sprechen. Ich hatte es nur Menschen erz\u00e4hlt, die mir nahe standen. Und selbst dann war es nicht sehr detailliert. Die Aufforderung, niemals \u00fcber dieses Geheimnis zu sprechen, verfolgte mich Tag und Nacht.      <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ich hatte Angst davor, dass die Leute mich ansehen w\u00fcrden, als w\u00e4re ich schmutzig oder eine schreckliche Person, die mich verfolgt. So sah ich mich selbst, also mussten sie mich auch so sehen. Ich wusste nicht, dass diese Frauen \u00e4hnliche Geschichten hatten. Nicht alle waren gleich, aber es war unsere Geschichte.    <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seit ich wei\u00df, wie mein Gehirn funktioniert und wie ich mit den vielen &#8222;verr\u00fcckten Anf\u00e4llen&#8220; umgehen kann, die ich mehrmals am Tag hatte, habe ich mich ge\u00f6ffnet und angefangen zu leben, meine Geschichte zu erz\u00e4hlen und etwas \u00fcber mich zu lernen. Ich habe einen Tauchschein gemacht, Gewicht verloren, gesehen, wie meine Tochter ihren Seelenverwandten geheiratet hat, und lebe einfach ein erf\u00fcllteres, sch\u00f6neres Leben! 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