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Das <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/saprea-retreat\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=saprea_retreat&amp;utm_campaign=german\">Saprea Retreat <\/a>und die kontinuierliche Unterst\u00fctzung durch Saprea halfen mir zu erkennen, dass ich das Leben leben kann und nicht nur durch das Leben gehen.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ich habe die gro\u00dfe Bandbreite an Emotionen, auf die wir als Menschen ein Anrecht haben, nicht genossen und erkannt. Ich war die meiste Zeit meines Lebens wie <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/heilen\/emotionale-taubheit\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=emotional_numbness&amp;utm_campaign=english\">bet\u00e4ubt<\/a>. Ich bin das Gesicht von 1 zu 4. Ich werde alles in meiner Macht stehende tun, um anderen zu helfen, die Hilfe zu finden, die sie brauchen.    <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Martha, Betroffene <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Martha ist eine Betroffene von sexuellem Kindesmissbrauch, die am Saprea Retreat teilnahm. 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