{"id":29127,"date":"2024-07-25T14:45:38","date_gmt":"2024-07-25T20:45:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/stories\/ich-war-in-meinem-eigenen-koerper-gefangen\/"},"modified":"2024-09-26T14:40:36","modified_gmt":"2024-09-26T20:40:36","slug":"ich-war-in-meinem-eigenen-koerper-gefangen","status":"publish","type":"stories","link":"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/stories\/ich-war-in-meinem-eigenen-koerper-gefangen\/","title":{"rendered":"Ich war in meinem eigenen K\u00f6rper gefangen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ich war gebrochen, verloren, wusste nicht, wer ich war oder was ich sein wollte. Ich war ein Gefangener in meinem eigenen K\u00f6rper und lief jeden Tag hoffnungslos umher. Ich lie\u00df zu, dass das, was mir als Kind und Teenager widerfahren war, mich bestimmte, wer ich war. Ich litt im Stillen und erz\u00e4hlte niemandem von den Qualen, die mich zu dem machten, was ich war. Mein Mann war einer, der mit Geduld und Liebe die Mauern abtrug, die ich aufgebaut hatte. St\u00fcck f\u00fcr St\u00fcck f\u00fchrte er mich auf den Weg, der f\u00fcr immer mein Zuhause sein sollte.      <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ich hatte drei Fehlgeburten hintereinander. Mir wurde gesagt, dass meine Schmerzen und mein Stress ein Ungleichgewicht ausl\u00f6sen k\u00f6nnten. Und dass ich einen Therapeuten aufsuchen sollte. Die letzte Fehlgeburt war vier Tage vor meinem Besuch im <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/saprea-retreat\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=saprea_retreat&amp;utm_campaign=german\">Saprea Retreat<\/a>. Ich wollte nicht hingehen, ich wollte in den Abgrund meiner <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/heilen\/depressionen\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=depression&amp;utm_campaign=english\">Depression<\/a> fallen.     <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ich wollte an der Endstation umkehren, aber ich h\u00f6rte immer wieder meine innere Stimme sagen: &#8222;Geh und sei frei.&#8220; Ich fand eine neue Familie, eine liebevolle Familie, eine nicht verurteilende Familie, einen sicheren Hafen. Ich erz\u00e4hlte meine Geschichte und die Mauern fielen und ich war frei. Es war mein Kampf, mich selbst zu finden, der Kampf <em>&#8222;Warum ich?<\/em> Aber Tag f\u00fcr Tag bin ich frei! Frei, ich selbst zu sein, frei von Sorgen und in Frieden mit dem, was ich bin. Das w\u00e4re ohne die Liebe und Unterst\u00fctzung von Saprea nie passiert.      <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Frei zu sein, setzt dir keine Grenzen, du wirst grenzenlos. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-April, Betroffene <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>April ist eine Betroffene von sexuellem Kindesmissbrauch, die am Saprea Retreat teilnahm. 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