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Ich habe meine Geschichte nie erz\u00e4hlt, bis ich Roman traf. Er war meine sichere Zone, ich hatte das Gef\u00fchl, dass ich diesem Mann alles erz\u00e4hlen konnte, ohne verurteilt zu werden. Wir heirateten und bekamen drei tolle Kinder. Nach 17 Jahren Ehe haben wir uns scheiden lassen, aber wir sind weiterhin befreundet und er ist immer noch meine sichere Zone.      <\/p>\n\n<p>Ich bin jetzt 46 Jahre alt und habe immer noch <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/heilen\/flashbacks\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=flashbacks&amp;utm_campaign=english\">Flashbacks<\/a> von Dingen, die mir als Kind widerfahren sind. Aber diese Dinge machen mich nicht aus. Ich bin eine \u00dcberlebensk\u00fcnstlerin! 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