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Ich f\u00fchlte mich allein, ver\u00e4ngstigt und ungesch\u00fctzt. Ich gab mir selbst die Schuld f\u00fcr meinen Missbrauch.    <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ich bewarb mich f\u00fcr das <a href=\"https:\/\/saprea.org\/de\/saprea-retreat\/?utm_source=stories&amp;utm_medium=saprea_retreat&amp;utm_campaign=german\">Saprea Retreat<\/a> und wurde angenommen. Ich war ver\u00e4ngstigt. Ich hatte Angst, dass ich verurteilt werden w\u00fcrde. Doch das Gegenteil war der Fall. Ich fand Hoffnung. Ich fand 21 andere Frauen, die stark sind und mich verstanden haben. Ich wurde sofort akzeptiert. Zum ersten Mal habe ich wirklich geglaubt, dass mein Missbrauch nicht meine Schuld war. Ich habe jetzt eine Gruppe von starken Frauen hinter mir, meinen Stamm. Sie sind meine besten Freundinnen. Sie geben mir Kraft, wenn ich sie in mir selbst nicht finden kann.          <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ich muss immer noch lernen, meinem Missbraucher zu vergeben. Aber ich habe gelernt, mir selbst zu verzeihen. 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